This is the time I hate the most.

This is the time when the silence is deafening and the loneliness overwhelms me.

This is the day after a really great day.

This is when I cry. Not loudly. Not great, big choking sobs. Just silent, soft tears that seem to know no end. 

This is the time when I long for someone to share my life with.

There are things I can do. Things I should do. My house needs to be cleaned. I have to pack because later today I head out on the road...again. I have a work presentation on Thursday of epic proportions and there is still so much I need to do. There is laundry. Bills to pay. Groceries to buy.

But I can't. I don't want to.

I am crawling out of my skin.

Over four hours until I have to leave - a time span that seems interminable to be home alone in this quiet, empty house.

This is the hard time.

This is when I feel hollow.

This is the day that I can't wait to end.

This is Sunday morning comin down. 

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Hi...I'm no expert or anything but you should throw a change up and your new song should be No Retreat No Surrender by the Boss!

I'm sorry you're feeling this way. I wish I could hug you and get drunk on margaritas.

hugs!!!! I'm so sorry your sad, I wish there was something I could do.

Oh, baby! I'm sorry you feel this way. I understand, this is how I fell somedays, too.

Chin up and find you're fiestyness.

xoxo

"This is the time when I long for someone to share my life with."

Just don't ever think that anyone is better than no one. You're a tough kid and you will get through this and find someone who is right to share your life with. The wrong guy doesn't deserve you and you don't need him.

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